And now you tell Virginia Newbon that I violate boundarys and she by
her extreme sicknesses and illusion life decides that I must be
confronted and taught not to violate boundarys, so she'll go & call all
the hotels I use the computer at and get me into trouble to teach me
that I need to respect boundarys (when this is not true at all it's all
from your fear and paranoia of being close to your son that you did
this "boundary trick"). So by you being involved with Virginia Newbon
you have done what you claim I am a criminal in doing - you violate my
boundarys, you conspire to control me and force me to a template of
identity that is not right for me, all out of your fear, and Virginia
Newbon fear which she denys she has and is quite sickening and
inhibiting for me (she as a whole is very contrary to me). She denys
she's supersick and that her entire intellect, intellegensia, and
attitude towards men is sick and superficial by being involved in
and night clubbing. They had her d on purpose. The whole reason
Stephanie Freiboth avoids you is because you are filled with fear and
illusions about me that are from sicknesses, and therefore you're not
knowledgeable about your son at all, you have no idea who I am because
you have been trying to stick me to your fears obediently, by playing
this "boundary game" that is your soothing safety.
If you can establish boundarys over your son & daughter & ex-husband
where no boundarys should be between relatives, you feel like you're in
command and emotionally safe. For this reason Stephanie Freiboth knew
it was not proper to get involved with you, but that is secondary to
primary of which it's totally a violation of my boundarys to be
involved with my mother behind my back. So you accuse me of a crime
(violating your boundarys), yet you are tightly involved with Virginia
Newbon who is very damaging, very contrary, very hurtful to me, out of
a need for both of you feeling powerful and in command of me. By this
happening with RUSH being involved with her, it's a statement about the
true character of RUSH and how counterfeit they are. That they cannot
recognize these things I've said in this email shows that they're #1
not in touch with reality #2 not as elegant and sophisticated
intellectually yielding intimacy as they lead on, and they also damaged
me by taking it upon themselves to decide Virginia Newbon should be my
partner - BUT THEN - she is ually and emotionally involved with
other men while moving here because I'm here.
That's a true statement of the counterfeit and rutty character of
Virginia Newbon. And you're serving this person having power over me by
being involved with her and encouraging her, and you deny the things
I've said about her being completely created like a Frankenstein by
Steven Spielberg, even though she's involved in a Jewish media
corporation of which the CEO is personal friends with Steven Spielberg,
and she's also involved with many entertainment mediums of which
they're owned by Jews that are direct friends with Steven Spielberg.
You told me not to accuse you of being involved with Virginia Newbon or
you'll deduct money off of what you were planning to give me, doesn't
this look like war to you mother - that you want to war me into
submission? Why are you doing this to me? Why would someone that thinks
she wants to be in love with me call around to the hotels I use to go
online and complain against me then think that I would want to be with
her? Oh, is she going to use craft on me to make me love her? Ahh,
so that's her answer - POWER!! Power by using craft to force me to
feel what she wants me to feel, when & how & where, she will use her
craft to command my emotions and thoughts so she is SAFE!!! SAFE!!!
SAFE!! And because she was d and beat up by a boyfriend (all this
was arranged so this would happen to her) her primary goal of relations
with a man is to control him to feel and be SAFE!!! SAFE!!! And in this
whole process of spiritual fluctuation was a major of all that
was appealing about her, the fast moving joyous loving passionate
person she once was died in the name of craft to feel SAFE !!! And
combating me by attacking me such as calling hotels I post from to see
herself command me and my experiences gives her the soothing pleasure
of feeling SAFE!!
Stephanie knows not to distort things by getting involved with people
such as you, because you mother don't even know me by your own choice.
And out of your need to see yourself powerful you're relishing this
behind-my-back conspiracy with her and you're impressed with her money,
power, and connections, all of which none of it was by her own doing,
it was all arranged. You're impressed by a tinsel princess who was
created by society orchestrators such as Steven Spielberg, Richard
Strong, and Chos TKD. Jewish owned media company yet by you and
Virginia it cannot be possible that Steven Spielberg arranged her life?
Heavily socially involved in circles, and even posed on
websites in leather longerie, and in 1980 Steven Spielberg bragged that
his friends owned & operated the entirety of the industry in the
USA, and one of his movies made more than what all their work made for
one year, and still you and even RUSH the knuckleheads can't see that
Steven Spielberg is everywehre I said he was and arranged everything
about Virginia Newbon? How about Steven Spielberg meeting with Fidel
Castro, and now all the markets in Cuba are about to change, of which
Cuban Cigars are likely to be sold in the USA legally, does this look
like Steven Spielberg is where I said he was? I mean it's public record
he met with Fidel Castro. But do you believe the story or can you read
between the lines that Fidel Castro is a creation of U.S. legislators
and their secret black markets using the guise of Communism?
So when all is said & done, and I caught RUSH/Virginia Newbon at all
their attempts at using people subversively on me, such as Ride-A-Lot,
the many people they sent to Nicks Cafe, Cricket On The Hill, on & on,
I've only been accuracy in my claims and detection of subversion, yet
you're still denying all I've said mother? And don't forget my catching
you, of which you threaten to knock off $5.00 each time I accuse you.
Maybe mother, you're supposed to be praising me and appreciating me as
well as utilizing me for this gift I have - seeing what's really going
on by the disguises presented in a public prospective. Perhaps it's as
I said - Virginia Newbon is a really sick person, her mind is very
irrational and misfiring and she cannot be true to a real deep intimate
relationship with a man unless she can see herself te him with
craft - and this is disgusting to me, and all I stand for, and RUSH
has encouraged this in her, and supported this entire sick mentality.
Very contrary they are to true individualism. I need payment from them
for their damages, but not so much to Virginia Newbon, but more so to
themselves and the band RUSH. Their music stinks because they chose to
be an emotional crutch for Virginia Newbon, and Neil Peart aka the
reincarnated Lafayette was once way more elegant than to ever do
something like he has done here. He owes me big.
Love you, thanks for the money...
:)
>This is in response to my mother
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