Observing Neil Pearts body language/mannerisms (JekylVSHyde)
LIBERATOR
He's real unctuous.
A sense of real discomfort and instability is very pronounced. Jekyl
arguing with Hyde? He polished his speaking and kindness for the
interviewer but cannot look the interviewer in the face eye to eye,
and he probably is controlling the paycheck of the interviewer.
Very clearly there's two personas here, when he looks at the
interviewer he glares his eyes at him as if a combat relationship is
to occur. Then when he looks away from the interviewer his eyes take
more of a relaxed state, but immediately then again setting on the
interviewer again his eyes grimace an amplified stare of power not
gentleness - "this is what I'm presenting to you and I know I am
extremely professional beyond you so you will take me as this
professional skit I've practiced and portrayed for you, and no other"
but then as Neils eyes look away they change again to a more care free
gentle state. Clearly Jekyl & Hyde and this flipping is where the
murderer Neil resonates from, the hated rejected Neil rages in secrecy
within.
A very precious state of emotional stature exists with him and he
defends this state from everyone, with a wicked cascading identity
process. A Jekyl & Hyde, a real polished professional etiquette to
ensure he won't be rejected because he's acting in compensation now
from when he was rejected as a child, in no way can you reject him now
because of his supreme etiquette so polished.
But the truth is he's volatile and hateful and does not want to bond
and does not know how to bond with others, he cannot fit in fitting in
and getting along is a crime in his world. So someone that has
mastered subject matter to the extremes beyond any of us, uses that
knowledge to secretly control everything by buying everything using
the NSA illegally - and he knows what he does is illegal but he's on a
rage vengence kick against the world. This is all stemming from his
youth.
Imagine back when you suffered some rejection or humiliation in grade
school, all of us have to some degree, now imagine that day of rage
you felt, and imagine staying that way throughout your life. Neil was
this way, Gary Weinrib is this way, they didn't let it end, they
carried it and resourced it as a motive to go through subject matter
and master it to beat anyone they come up against so to take control
of everything. These sick boys germinated into evil because of their
rejection and response to it.
Being involved in the porn industry? Any depth that was inspiring from
lyrics from this band was a put on, because porn is lust, ongoing
lustful only sex. No intimate depth of bonding occurs in the porn
industry and RUSH are the main owners of all pornography in the
world.
A circus show of deception is what Neil is, and this is the
requirement to deceive others, he must first deceive himself. A
masquerade of his true dark soul from being rejected by dabbling into
witchcraft to manipulate other dimensions of consciousness - of others
- because he is always on the edge of willingness to war you because
of his continued rejection and inability to fit in, get along with
people, he chose to perpetuate himself in a war mode towards others by
being more knowledgeable in all subjects by incessant reading like a
mad man. Neil pushed himself to a degree of superiority to accept
himself by being greater than others, only by being greater than
others in all areas by obsessive indulgence of studying, could Neil
accept himself due to his first self-rejective process due to his odd
penis.
So the war unpeaceful dark person he is is because he holds the world
as a place of necessary evil, others in society, society as a whole is
below Neil, it is a necessary evil. The community that Hitler setup is
beyond Neil, Neil can't fathom being brotherly with men he does not
know intimately, even when you explain to Neil that everyone agreed to
trust & love each other, Neil cannot fathom this.
Virginia Newbon has the same sicknesses, she was raped at 12, beaten
throughout her teen early 20s by a man she knew, her entire sense of
healthy proper intensity of bonding is no longer something she can
resonate or even fathom. She only knows lustful sex and the constant
reidentification of herself sexually requires her to be a whore. The
rape set a mindset with her that for that 1 rape and then the man that
beat her and had sex with her, requires 1 million sexual intercourse
occurences for her to return to a state of acceptance of normal speed
sexuality. Until she has extreme pleasure of emotionaless sex by 1
million occurences to reverse the rape, she is not willing to be any
different than simply lust only sex. Whoring, pornography, sex dating
sites, adult friendfinder, booty call only scenarios is all Virginia
child soul wants to know and can know. She is not able to be an adult
and she is not an adult. She does not want to be an adult. Her glory
idol is Jenna Jameson, her best friend and secret business partner.
Virginia like Neil performs a cascading identity cycle for self-
deception first, to successfully deceive us. She is very sick, she is
very disturbed, she is an ongoing cycle of addictions that by having
the NSA/FBI and a fortune to control people, no one ever can check her
or combat her fulfilling the addictions. Spielberg/Lucas planned it
all. Brainwashing is literally the truth of Virginia Newbon. Virginia
like Neil is a cascading deception circus, they love to control all
hierarchys secretly whilst pretending only to be on one side of the
conflict - this is a knowing conscious behavior they pull on others in
their warfare against the world that rejected them. Virginia state is
of rejection too, that she was beaten by a man she knew and trusted
along with the rape by a man she did not know, the psychological
trauma to her soul is that of total rejection and pain. Thus again she
needs to witness herself perform 1 million sexual intercourse episodes
before she starts to realize it is not leading anywhere to any real
glory of unity with a man. She's trying to reverse the pain that was
so extensive by repeated sexual intercourse with any and all men, this
is how it will happen and is her loony mothers hormones within her.
But it's come to murder, it's germinated to a point where their phony
identity they put on for themselves requires witnessing hurting the
world they suffered rejection from. Neil rejected due to his pencil
penis and otherwise, Virginia raped and beaten and on drugs to a point
of suicide, now she's NSA and rich she will have no restraint on
manipulating the world, except by those that are smarter and adults
not a child like she is, such as Mikeus, Dick Strong, Stephanie, Anne
Mills, Leni Riefenstahl, Clint Eastwood and the many who Virginia is
completely stymied and cannot contend.
Anne Mills is the real kicker for Virginia, she knows Neil prefers her
company over herself, and Virginia is more jealous because Virginia
knows her witchcraft (as shown in Twighlight) doesn't work for crap
against Anne Mills. Anne is also gorgeous to a point of supermodel. So
Anne is better looking, far far more intelligent, and who holds my
interest bigtime.
As the video shows Neil is into a self-duping cycle for total
identity, his eyes, his physical movements, all are resemblant of
battling opposing thoughts, he glares/amplifys his eyes when facing
the "accuser" but as soon as his eyes are elsewhere they are in a
relaxed mode. Very pronounced is the formality of putting forth an
image he expended a great deal of effort & time to pass our approval.
The hiding from fans that want to bond with him at meet&greets show he
is severely inept in being able to be freely communal without
paranoia. The penis problem is only a portion of his whole tragic dark
negative masquerading as positive soul.
Hyper self-indulgence in pornography, materialism, high-society and
the night-club scene is the acceptance routine that Virginia practices
to deceive herself that she's accepted and valued. But no real bond or
intimacy has occurred anywhere, it's all just a parade of herself so
she can witness herself as being valued. Neil is exactly the same, "I
own it all I control it all I am the true greatness and all of you
exist in my studio of truth" so he can accept himself in compensation
for the odd pencil penis.