<p>12-12-2006
Segment..DEADmoon1/400size_1/400distance</p>
<p>Note, the song linked here is at the
Mobile Audit Club site on the Mobile Audit Club Band Page. I am looking
for the closest approximation to infinite energy for nothing. I am tired
of being a slave.</p>
<p>
The blinding effect of
ignorance. There is a direct relationship in
science and it is
linked to that most puzzling aspect of our solar system.
The moon
is stationary on its own axis. Therefore, every time we have a
full solar eclipse, the same side of the moon is facing the sun in totality
and
the same dark side of the moon that is facing the earth is dark in its
totality.</p>
<p>
<a href="http://www.solargeometry.com/Overview.htm">The moon is 400 times closer
to the earth than the
sun. The moon is 400 times smaller than the
sun.
</a>There is a direct distance and size relationship,
inverse or direct. I
look at this life as a lie. A
nightmare. Perhaps sometime during a
total solar eclipse, I will
go to the edge of the Earth where I can travel no
further. I will
then look at the sun to see the worm that is escaping from
the moon to the
Sun or Vice Versa. Or perhaps I will look at the dark side
of the
moon and see for the first time, my dark death as it looks after the sun
has
set, no light whatsoever. Perhaps then I can see.
</p>
<p>
Something about this relationship is
puzzling. I am afraid I am being used
so I do not want to talk too
much. Like the retard with one answer, where
I drop the ball and
the other hand scoops it up and turns me into a slave with
it.</p>
<p>
I lay down to die and never want to
awaken, not as I, not as a remnant or
diffraction of I. Like the
retard I can't get up. I don't want to.
I panic too
close to the other hand.</p>
<p>
I am simply letting thoughts wander,
like a speck of dust that floats near a
stick and deflects on charged atomic
particles lighter than itself.</p>
<p>
I see it as a pulsating navigation
beacon with a thumbprint or signature.
I never want to lose my
head. I never want to lose my way. I never
want to be
now or again. I missed the golden opportunity, but she was not
right in the head. The perfect shade does not exist. I
prefer to
stay in motion and I am forced to stay in sight. I want
to be free, free
of day, free of night. Dead moon, Iris,
flicker.</p>
<p>
Some call these things, thoughts
insane. I see it as a free floating
movement to solve the greater
issue of escape of the stick. A buzzard is
made to puke with a
stick. Juxtaposed, I would rather just be dead.
We are
slaves to this damned lie.</p>
<p> I feel so ignorant. I feel
half dead. I feel they or it twisted my brain when I was a child, killing
any hope of escape. My children will follow suit. Perhaps yours will rise,
the other hand, once again. Dead I or is it Dead Eye. Dead Eye
Beckoning, Dead Reckoning.</p>
<p>The mathematical retard relationship,
1/400 X 1/400 == 6.25E -6 or .00000625, or perhaps 1/400 / 1/400 ==1.
Perhaps only one is deceived or conceived at that moment. Others view and
feed? It appears that way. I feel half dead and no one bleeds but
me. For 1. 1/400 * 400/1 == 1 also. Therefore 2. and then .00000625
/2 == 3.125E-6 or .000003125. Retard I. or perhaps .00000625*2 == 1.25E-5
and Ironically sqrt of (-2pi) == (o,2.50662827463...?) You figure it out.
</p>
<p> Perhaps when matter touches anti-matter
and my five fingered conscious is there too. does 1 matter when there is a
quarter only. I feel more than half dead, at this point. Why did the
young girl named Kelly predict my death and her own, when she died on the date
and a meteor exploded at a 90 degree angle to my head in relationship to the
earth and my zenith near Braman on my date? Perhaps I am already gone. The
nature of the beasts surrounding me indicate I am in a sort of purgatory and it
feels like Hell. They have beaten me to nothing and I feed on scraps of
everything, like a worm. Perhaps it is time to request to be reborn, not
as a bload soaked christian but one as 5 with the consciousness of 2. I
present my song when I thought there was a connection but it is just likely the
hostility of me and you. <a href="http://www.angelfire.com/zine2/democracyordeath/4_Lead_Clover_God_Allah_Buddha_Ethereal_Consciousness.wma">A four leaf clover with 5 leaves, one of them null and void and
in contrast. the thumb or the missing thumb, much like my hand in government,
gone. The end or</a>. I rock back and forth in my electric chair
waiting for a diamond to fall out. I am the one that cracked, not the
chair, not the diamond, the diamond is not there and I am not here, or am
I? The worm crawls from the moon.</p>
<p>Edgar Allen Poe take a stand. Jack
take a bow, I am about to stuff it up your arse. Fairy Possum
hangout. I changed my mind, your behind not like Masa behind, and taint
nothing sweet as sweet carolin behind, except, rot coming out the worms
arse. Makes me sick. 0,1, sentinel values. Dumb bastards and I
am the retarded one. Brain damaged at birth by something somewhere.
I miss my little tan girl friend. That slut with the enormous butt, five
fingers in 2. You calculate your way around that and you got a fart
because some null value done stuffed a masa up your behind, which means at that
point it is time to even the score and take the inverse once more to the masa
whore. Now that is sueet..</p>
<p>Mobile Audit Club</p>
<p>
If you play like a child with matches, you soon
have a fire.
</p>
<p>Desperately seeking snatch and the inverse of null infinity
charged and coupled for everlasting light, hallelujah and throw my bibles
down. I want out or in, but not caught in the middle, lest I go north and
turn left, but have to have diamonds and gold under their or its paradigm.
Perhaps I am too lazy or retarded or humane or human or delusional on a
mathematical path, blazed. Two sentinel values, separate and unrelated, one to
play the song, one to get those fonts to work correctly, but could not, just
cheated and used a different window. That is the paradox. That is
the daradigm. It is all a riddle, a symbol, some I
understand.</p>