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matthew...@gmail.com
May 16, 2013, 9:15:07 PM5/16/13
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I was 13 when i first believed in Wicca.
Long story short, I dated a girl who had a whole "black magick" kit under her bed that i never paid attention to. One day a friend and I visit a Psychic and I was told I had 13 different demons surrounding 13 different aspects of my life- (e.g money, love, happiness, etc.)
We did alot of intense work to remove the damage my ex had done to me and my life immediately changed. This, in conjunction with a few deaths in my family and social circle, was a very very spiritual time for me in my life.
Now fast forward 12 years. For the last 10 of those years I have been hopelessly addicted to drugs and alcohol. Counslers, Rehabs, Doctors, Lawyers, you name it, could not or refused to help me. I was completely down and out- no job, no friends, no money, not even a roof over my head as i would sleep on park benches at night.
A few days ago, I decided to go back to my Psychic. I have not seen her in years and her daughter is in charge now and is handling my new situation. Apparently this time, there are "4 windows" that are closed in my life because of "jealous, envious and poisonous people around me."
So my question, or topic opener, is to understand what exactly is going on here and how it got that way. Im feeling a change in some areas since my psyhcic told me she blocked all negative energy in my life temporarily, but im confused and just following directions. I was told not to drink alcohol or smoke pot. (i enjoy smoking pot. why is this bad for cleansing purposes?) what the hell is going on and am i going to get better soon?! someone please help me!
Long story short, I dated a girl who had a whole "black magick" kit under her bed that i never paid attention to. One day a friend and I visit a Psychic and I was told I had 13 different demons surrounding 13 different aspects of my life- (e.g money, love, happiness, etc.)
We did alot of intense work to remove the damage my ex had done to me and my life immediately changed. This, in conjunction with a few deaths in my family and social circle, was a very very spiritual time for me in my life.
Now fast forward 12 years. For the last 10 of those years I have been hopelessly addicted to drugs and alcohol. Counslers, Rehabs, Doctors, Lawyers, you name it, could not or refused to help me. I was completely down and out- no job, no friends, no money, not even a roof over my head as i would sleep on park benches at night.
A few days ago, I decided to go back to my Psychic. I have not seen her in years and her daughter is in charge now and is handling my new situation. Apparently this time, there are "4 windows" that are closed in my life because of "jealous, envious and poisonous people around me."
So my question, or topic opener, is to understand what exactly is going on here and how it got that way. Im feeling a change in some areas since my psyhcic told me she blocked all negative energy in my life temporarily, but im confused and just following directions. I was told not to drink alcohol or smoke pot. (i enjoy smoking pot. why is this bad for cleansing purposes?) what the hell is going on and am i going to get better soon?! someone please help me!
David Dalton
May 16, 2013, 11:35:32 PM5/16/13
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In article <23d514e4-543f-4abd...@googlegroups.com>,
I just tried breathing into you and it seemed to flow
away so I intuited that you needed a grounding so
I gave you a fixed location grounding. If you plan
to travel let me know and I will give you a travel
grounding. You may be able to help the grounding
yourself by doing a grounding meditation, visualizing
a connection to The Earth. Good luck.
--
David Dalton dal...@nfld.com http://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page)
http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/nf.html Newfoundland&Labrador Travel & Music
http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page)
"Here I go again...back into the flame" (Sarah McLachlan)
away so I intuited that you needed a grounding so
I gave you a fixed location grounding. If you plan
to travel let me know and I will give you a travel
grounding. You may be able to help the grounding
yourself by doing a grounding meditation, visualizing
a connection to The Earth. Good luck.
--
David Dalton dal...@nfld.com http://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page)
http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/nf.html Newfoundland&Labrador Travel & Music
http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page)
"Here I go again...back into the flame" (Sarah McLachlan)
David Dalton
May 17, 2013, 12:35:52 AM5/17/13
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If you are in one you could appeal to other members
of that religion, including ordained members, to help
you, perhaps just by praying for you. If you are e.g.
Christian you could appeal to the high traffic groups
alt.religion.christian (and if Catholic to the even
higher traffic group alt.religion.christian.roman-catholic )
and perhaps to the group christnet.healing though that
is very low traffic.
I think pot in moderation is OK if it doesn't cause
psychosis, panic attacks, or paranoia. But if you
are addicted to alcohol it might be best to abstain
from that.
Do you have any mental health problems other than
the addictions? I have some experience with that;
I have been bipolar since 1991.
It would be better if your psychic got you involved
in the process of healing more, rather than just
leaving you confused.
Some other groups you could appeal to are:
alt.paranormal
talk.religion.newage
alt.healing.reiki
alt.meditation.qigong
alt.yoga (I think yoga and tai chi/qi gong would help you)
alt.meditation (and meditation)
alt.pagan
soc.religion.paganism
alt.religion.wicca
alt.religion.wicca.moderated
alt.religion.druid
alt.religion.shamanism
alt.traditional.witchcraft
alt.religion.angels
sci.psychology.psychotherapy
alt.consciousness.mysticism
alt.religion.orisha
alt.religion.satanism
alt.satanism
alt.astrology
alt.astrology.moderated
alt.divination
alt.tarot
which are all low traffic, and maybe
alt.philosophy.taoism
alt.buddha.short.fat.guy
alt.religion.hindu
sci.med.nutrition (also drink lots of water)
misc.health.alternative
alt.recovery.addiction.alcoholism
alt.support.addiction
But I hope some others of the regulars on alt.magick will
try to help you. Good luck!
David Dalton
May 17, 2013, 11:04:26 PM5/17/13
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In article <dalton-9168DB....@mx05.eternal-september.org>,
But note that when I "examined" you remotely it
seemed that you were fairly advanced and healthy
other than the grounding problem.
Regarding the grounding problem, I think that in
raising your kundalini it is important to maintain
a grounding in order to avoid mental health problems.
If you remain in the same area a fixed lcoation
grounding is better than a travel grounding but
if you travel an automatically adjusting travel
grounding is better.
Also note that many readers on this group and those
groups I mentioned in my other post will not attempt
remote healing of you unless you grant permission
for them to do so, or even request them to do so.
The same is true for any remote investigation of
your problems (i.e. an investigation to find out
the nature of your problems before attempting any
healing or advising you on self-healing).
Good luck,
seemed that you were fairly advanced and healthy
other than the grounding problem.
Regarding the grounding problem, I think that in
raising your kundalini it is important to maintain
a grounding in order to avoid mental health problems.
If you remain in the same area a fixed lcoation
grounding is better than a travel grounding but
if you travel an automatically adjusting travel
grounding is better.
Also note that many readers on this group and those
groups I mentioned in my other post will not attempt
remote healing of you unless you grant permission
for them to do so, or even request them to do so.
The same is true for any remote investigation of
your problems (i.e. an investigation to find out
the nature of your problems before attempting any
healing or advising you on self-healing).
Good luck,
David Dalton
May 17, 2013, 11:24:08 PM5/17/13
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