Toddy, everyone is an artist....really! I even made Al and David do some
pictures to hang. They thought it was dumb and that their pictures of
stick people (that I framed and hung) were dumb but it is ART.
I have always had this compulsion in me to create. It's hard to explain.
Sometimes, I don't do anything for weeks then it will just hit me....I
have to paint or draw or something. I have in my home a lot of art, a lot
done by me. It took me a long time to get my nerve up to display my art.
Now I do it proudly. Everyone should.
I remember one time that I was truly proud of my artwork. I am very shy
and it would never occur to me to sell my work. But, I had a neighbor who
was very ill. I had just finished a beautiful picture of a ballerina and
took it over to her. She insisted it be hung where she could see it from
her bed. A few days later, she came over with another woman and this woman
acted like she ws meeting Elizabeth Taylor or something. She was
absolutely in awe of me and my art and I remember being very embarrassed.
I don't like attention called to me. She asked to come into my house and
see it and she just oooohed and ahhhddddd over everything. It made me
really realize I was an artist. Some of the stuff she loved I took so for
granted.
I had a real dry period when David first became ill. I put all my art
supplies away and Al kept trying to get me to draw, paint, anything. But I
didn't, for years. Now, I'm back into it again. I doubt I would try this
fence art again though. I am SO sore, I don't want to think about how I
will feel tomorrow!
But, I always remind myself this gift was given to me by God.
Janie