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Fans of Kathy-Jo Kramer.
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my shame
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gd ... you haven't deserved any of the insane shit i'm saying. you
have only been good to me in the best way you could. i know you care
about me. i can't imagine why and i think you have given me more than
i could ever return. i am so very sorry and i understand if you hate
me.
but no matter what - i hope you know by now that it's only first... more »
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and now my stereo is dead
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i mean really ... if was drunk, i'd be laughing this really nasty
laugh like OKAY GOD. fine.
i was listening to music and it started crackling and just quit
working so now i don't even have music anymore.
they say got is testing me but ... it feels like god fucking with me.
yeah - tunes would take me back. tunes would remind me of who i was... more »
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closing time
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leo made dinner last night and here i sit watching austin city limits
and thinking how boring the bands are who are only playing to prove
what excellent musicians they are and there's no meaning behind their
tired mastery.
and the worst part - all they're doing is what's been done before.
i am so ashamed of ever saying anything that would have you think that... more »
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sorry
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i'm having a really hard time and i'm flipping out and trying to make
sense of everything that's happened to me since the golden days.
you should see the car leo totalled ... you'd never imagine that
anyone survived. i mean ... it's horrific. and lolo's constant
relapsing, and my mom feeling bad for not helping my sister more and... more »
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blame becomes you
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i CAN NOT HELP BUT THINK that, if i'd have never trusted tim,
i'm so mad i can barely type
but don't confuse this for wretchedness
'cause there's no way to make this right
you don't get to replace a father, or a sister.
hell you can kinda replace a father with a husband
but a sister - and the thing is, i have an older sister... more »
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get up is gone
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i used to have this thing ... this wretchedness in me. me and betty
had it and used to love the word 'wretched' so when we saw a band
called 'the little wretches' it was this huge thing and the lead
singer fell in love with me and i had two good months of the most
amazing days followed by two painful years.... more »
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it gets worse
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you never imagine that, eh?
it getting worse
and worse
and worse
and then your phone starts ringing
with a vengance
with a panic
shuttering
screaming nagging pleading
look on facebook
see the picture of your son's car
totalled
and they had to cut his best friend out of the vehicle... more »
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not quite the walkin' blues
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the running blues ... who ever thinks "when i get old, i'll be crying
the sittin' blues"
i mean if only! if only you could sit around watching tv like your
stupid parents. but it was so weak. and they'd be drinking highballs
and laughing and trading inside jokes. we were young. we knew they
couldn't possibly be having a good time. not like we knew it to be.... more »
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shit blue and sorry white
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the running blues ... who ever thinks "when i get old, i'll be crying
the sittin' blues"
i mean if only! if only you could sit around watching tv like your
stupid parents. but it was so weak. and they'd be drinking highballs
and laughing and trading inside jokes. we were young. we knew they
couldn't possibly be having a good time. not like we knew it to be.... more »
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blood rivers runnin' down the legs of the city
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so here's my new dance:
with every jerk and dip and spin, it's 'fuck you' - duple meter - real
simple. you can sing 'fuck you' with three stresses if you sing 'fa
huk you' or even four 'fa huk ya ou' or one stress: fuckyou and of
course you can start elaborating: fucking fuck you; fuck you twice;... more »
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