and now my stereo is dead

[whorella mundane]

i mean really ... if was drunk, i'd be laughing this really nasty
laugh like OKAY GOD. fine.

i was listening to music and it started crackling and just quit
working so now i don't even have music anymore.

they say got is testing me but ... it feels like god fucking with me.
yeah - tunes would take me back. tunes would remind me of who i was
with some hope i'd return and now i don't even have that anymore and

i guess the next thing that will happen is i'll find out i'm really
sick. and believe me - what killed my sister happened so fast without
warning and every day when i suddenly can't breathe i think 'no god.
no. my mom can't lose me

i have a shitload of life insurance though.

no tunes ... and i keep thinking i did something to deserve this even
though i know we don't get what we deserve - good and bad ...

fuck