The Van Gogh disease
Koos Nolst Trenite
actually talking about Vincent Van Gogh)
Dear Vince,
I understand that it is your intention to dominate others into not
looking but rather experiencing false realities.
(Vince responded to the article "Facing the murderer of your
friends", of 6 Nov 1998.)
Your response of course entirely proves my point about the false
realities that Jutta is spiritually PROJECTING about herself - and
by that very "necessity", she is also projecting false realities
about me and others, about you, and about life.
DENYING DATA EVEN WHEN KNOWN
Jutta herself has filled many RI-Bulletins to make you understand
her insane actions, thoughts and destructive behavior - but you
certainly can't remember anymore, though you have read them all.
You have "forgotten" that extensive data, even though provided by
herself in plenty.
And by this you are only further proving my point about Jutta's
debilitating spiritual projections on others.
If you think this is not possible, then read the biography of
Wolf Messing, who, however, did use his abilities to help people,
and not to destroy their lives.
THE HATING MOTHER
You (Vince) wrote: "I also feel that you turned her own children
against her."
The children have not wanted their biological mother Jutta since the
day they were born. But they wanted and want me as their father,
despite what they had to accept as a "mother".
I have very extensively explained my interests and desires to make
Jutta, their mother, sane - I have most prolifically published my
findings, for anyone to benefit from - and after seven years of
giving Jutta therapy, while I was being bashed around, molested,
dominated and severely harmed and nearly killed by her, I did get
her to paint, I did get her, in 1984, to actually follow an own
survival and worthwhile purpose of hers, and for her to keep at it,
thirteen years long and resulting in over a thousand paintings
sold.
SURVIVING CHILDREN
After a few months of giving Jutta Auditing-therapy, earlier, in
1979-1980, I managed to get Jutta to hold two pregnancies and to
actually want to feed and clothe the two babies. As opposed to the
abortions and miscarriages in her previous marriage which she had
forcefully destroyed.
The third child she intended to secretly murder and did murder, when
it was 10 days old, in 1983, as Jutta did confess many years later.
The surviving children, Freya and Noel, have always tried to oppose
Jutta and have always strongly disagreed with me staying with Jutta,
(which I did to try to fathom her severe criminality and to try to
remedy Jutta's most severe intentions and compulsions to destroy
life, including her own life, of course, and ours; and to get her
to use her considerable abilities towards survival).
THE WAY TO DOMINATE BY PLEADING INSANITY
Jutta has always very severely, most forcefully and most
intelligently dominated me and others and herself into not seeing
- before it was too late - the full extent of her insanity and her
secret destruction and her spiritual murder and her destruction of
property, exceeding a million US Dollars.
Jutta DOMINATED me into "solving things by giving her therapy,"
always keeping there that "she would improve, if given enough
and more intense therapy by me."
And she provided ample "reasons" for me not to give up hope.
But asking for therapy was part of the domination itself.
She played heavily on my feelings of decency and honor and care,
in order to keep me at it even when she had run away, which she
did to better and unrestrained destroy life.
As we know from the criminals she is associated with, Jutta takes,
as part of the syndrome, every possible effort keep her intentional,
premeditated, destructive actions secret, covered, half-found-out,
camouflaged, BY BLAMING HER PERFORMING AND WANTING CRIMINAL ACTS
ON OTHERS, AND TO BLAME THE ACTS THEMSELVES, IF POSSIBLE, ON OTHERS.
But you wrote: "In my opinion, I think Jutta fled from [emphasis
added] YOUR domination because [emphasis added] SHE could not take
it anymore."
DOMINATION BY RUNNING AWAY AND HIDING
Jutta used another major tool of domination, when she failed in, or
felt she failed in destroying our lives while living with us: She
used the domination tool of secretly running away, and staying away
in hiding and without contact, in order to prevent any
communication from us to her and to prevent us from perceiving
anything real of her and to prevent us from communicating with her
so as to understand what she was doing, but to only let us
experience and perceive and feel and sense what Jutta wanted to be
"real" about her and about us - enforcing a completely false, but
experiencable universe of realities.
She is good at creating things, and that is the only reason why her
paintings are good, they create a space, a universe, and most of her
paintings do not, to my present perception, intend to create a
criminal universe, but they just show the fact that one can create a
universe that IS perceivable to others.
CAUGHT IN A CRIMINAL UNIVERSE
Do you get the idea now, Vince?
You are caught in a creation of Jutta, a forcefully projected
universe of reversals of true realities, a criminal universe with
false but EXPERIENCABLE "realities" created by Jutta.
In other terminologies, this is called your being a slave, your being
a zombie, your being a criminal, your being a traitor, your trying
to be a murderer, your being the victim of black magic, your being
dominated, your being blind and your "murdering" your friends out of
blindness.
CREATING AN EXPERIENCABLE UNIVERSE
But you just call it admiring Jutta's creation - and that without
you seeing any need or desire to compare that creation with
reality because it is part of that creation of Jutta that it must
NOT be compared with reality, NOT with facts, NOT with the physical
universe, NOT with the feelings and lives and goals and activities
and plans of others, no, it is an entire universe in itself which
is, in fact, destroyed by looking at life, and therefore forbids
looking at life: "Jutta is SO beautiful, SHE would never murder or
desert her children!"
It is the ultimate opposite of life and a great mystery, how Jutta
can use all her spiritual force and abilities to create,
PERCEIVABLY, a universe of "beautiful lies" in order to destroy,
intentionally, her own actual life and the actual lives of others.
THE MYSTERY OF VAN GOGH
This mystery has been entirely misunderstood.
Jutta first assumed, and decided, and since then enforces, that
actual life is extremely ugly and she works extremely hard to
MAKE IT SO - for herself and for others, in actuality.
And then, on top of that, she pretends a universe where criminals
and mass-murderers don't exist but are magically turned into
"beautiful, admirable, caring beings."
An experiencable universe where those however who detect, expose and
stop criminals and mass-murderers, are by consequence "the most
destructive and evil beings that exist."
And to say how "beautiful" these dominating mass-murderers, like
Napoleon Bonaparte, are, and to create them "very beautifully", is
of course an extremely ugly thing to do and is in fact an extremely
UGLY creation.
(see RI-989i 'Marie-Louise's sex with Napoleon - Enforcing Ugly Admiration'
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-989i.htm)
Nevertheless, this is exactly what Jutta did (in her lifetime just
before she was Vincent van Gogh) - and this has been entirely
misunderstood, as for instance by Don McLean in his famous, but
entirely erroneous song "Starry Night".
(see RI-704Ri 'Real Art is not hard to understand' of 30 Sept 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-704ri.htm)
The motto of Jutta (past-life Vincent van Gogh) was, and is still:
"Life itself is ugly, people are ugly, I am ugly - only art,
paintings, still can be beautiful."
But she even stopped painting, a year ago, and is in hiding again,
to follow fully now her "mission" to show and prove - and work very
hard to make - herself and people and life to actually be ugly.
So, there you are, Vince.
with the amount of honest love you are willing to receive, from
Koos
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1998 by Koos Nolst Trenite
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Dave Bird
<Koos....@Trenite.de> writes
>(Below, it will become obvious that I am
> actually talking about Vincent Van Gogh)
>
>Dear Vince,
Dear Koos,
Could you speak up, I'm a bit deaf in this ear?
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Steve Zadarnowski
>(Below, it will become obvious that I am
> actually talking about Vincent Van Gogh)
Jutta was VVG? Were either of you kooks anything unfamous
and plain in a past life?
S