Where do I look, where to next? Psychiatrists? No they just fill the
prescription. CBT? Tried that, my mind is too stubborn. Religion don't
get me started, to much choice, to much crap. I have just taken my
beliefs from a little of every religion.
Alternative health? Diets? I'm currently trying to detox from
cigarettes. Is this causing my feelings of depression and despair?
Having an arsehole of a father-in-law doesn't help. Now my job is
getting me down.
All in all I feel like retreating back into my own head. Back to the
UK and my parents who after 15 years of denying my schizophrenia
illness have accepted it.
Here's the rub, I now have kids and my emotional attachment to them
keeps me where I am, but suffering. I feel they need a Dad. Although
another rub is I sometimes don't think I'm good enough.
Where oh where is the cure? There must be one. I shall find it one day
and share it with all. Although I think that perhaps we all require
our own individual cure. When I find it? Who knows.
As far as I can gather, you need / require several different solutions,
each tailor-made to suit you, your problem and your needs.
And yes, like being an alcoholic, it is something you need to deal with
every day for the rest of your life.
There is no cure, only remission.
And while that may sound a bit darned-if-you, darned-if-you-don't, the
alternative is death.
So, you can choose to try, and try, and try - as many others with
different problems do - or you can give up.
You don't sound like the giving-up type of person.
Good luck, no one's road is easy, yours is just a little more surreal
than others.
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Fat little, potato shaped morons. I'm getting a cat next month.
_Rene Kita_
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"Tsai_tsai" <nehi...@gmail.com> a écrit dans le message de groupe de
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> _Rene Kita_
>
The poster ChrisC is a troll who crossposts the same messages to a lot of
newsgroups dedicated to novellists (like alt.books.stephen-king,
alt.fan.neil-gaiman, etc) without linking them nor fu2 one of them in
particular. Please notice that he NEVER responds to any post he originates.
Better killfile and forget him.
fu2 alt.troll
RVG