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matisse

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Jan 7, 2001, 7:39:36 PM1/7/01
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it has again become that time of year, that time when i contemplate what
i am going to be doing next year.

financial aid applications, fellowships, etc.

the later are not a real option because i decided to go on holiday in
europe as opposed to writing a proposal. i made the right decision.

in any case, i am so screwed up as to what i want to do.

on the one hand, i have almost completed my program. on the other, i am
not sure if the degree will lead to job options that i could live it.

most importantly, i am not sure if i can work with the professors in my
department.

my advisor, mostly.

the last time i saw her i asked her if she was on board for my
dissertation. she said yes, she would support me in any way she could.
she then said something that freaked me out. she felt the need to
express to me that she wouldn't knowingly stab me in the back.

that makes the psychologist in me very nervous. why does she feel the
need to express such a thing, something i would assume is a given?
could it be because she would stab me in the back if it would save her
own ass? and why are there any knives involved anyway?

i know politics are bad everywhere, but my department is full with
people even more crazy than david. On top of that, they willed power.
Scary thing, let me tell you. Peer had to go in front of a plagiarism
board at one point. Professors were trying to down my advisor, and they
took it out on him. Needless to say, he was actually that brilliant, and
he soon after left the program.

I stayed. I fought a few wars, came out on top. Turned enemies into
allies, etc. What a waste of energy and emotion.

In any case, before leaving chambana, ingrid and i gave my advisor a
picture of the two of us, my only jpeg in fact. Next time i visited my
professor, she had decided to edit the picture: i was gone. I don't
know where she put me. I don't really care. However, it worries me.

At the end of the day, i am so happy to be away from there --and all
that bullshit.

At the end of the day, i only believed in what i was doing because i
thought one could teach critical literacy. That is questionable.
Showing different perspectives does not necessarily translate into being
able to see things as multifaceted. If that really is my goal, i should
teach geometry.

I just don't know what i am going to do.

Actually, i know what i would like to do, but the logistics are
troublesome. My love is moving in a few months, and he would like me to
join him. Of course i will have no way of supporting myself
immediately, and i have no clue as to what a savings account looks
like. Sometimes i think i had more money when i was a kid than i do
now. I have no desire to put myself in a dependent situation that might
just lead to hatred, especially with someone i love so much.

Yet, he is priority number one. I want things to work with him. I
could care less about a career. I did that for years. Empty, empty,
empty. Doesn't matter. My phd isn't going anywhere, and i still have
something like 4 years to burn before my units expire.

What i really want is another masters. I have been toying with this idea
for the past few years, and i do think it is something i would like to
try. Maybe go back to poli sci and work my way towards a law degree. Or
maybe i will just go to psychoanalytic school. Take my hobby and make a
career out of it.

None of it really matters. I just need to end up with a job i like and
can live with. What it is i am doing doesn't really matter. Work is
work. What is far more important is what i am actually doing with my
life. ANd at the end of the day, i want my love in my life. I want to
experience life with him, i want him to be my life.

this is all just too fucking depressing.

i think i'll go smoke myself to death now.

pathetic j

Raoul Xemblinosky

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Jan 7, 2001, 9:25:01 PM1/7/01
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matisse wrote:
>
> it has again become that time of year, that time when i contemplate what
> i am going to be doing next year.
>
> financial aid applications, fellowships, etc.
>
> the later are not a real option because i decided to go on holiday in
> europe as opposed to writing a proposal. i made the right decision.
>
> in any case, i am so screwed up as to what i want to do.
>
> on the one hand, i have almost completed my program. on the other, i am
> not sure if the degree will lead to job options that i could live it.

Blow it off, Juliane. Face the fact that you're not cut out for
academia. You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.

matisse

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Jan 7, 2001, 10:19:59 PM1/7/01
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Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:

> matisse wrote:
> >
> > it has again become that time of year, that time when i contemplate what
> > i am going to be doing next year.
> >
> > financial aid applications, fellowships, etc.
> >
> > the later are not a real option because i decided to go on holiday in
> > europe as opposed to writing a proposal. i made the right decision.
> >
> > in any case, i am so screwed up as to what i want to do.
> >
> > on the one hand, i have almost completed my program. on the other, i am
> > not sure if the degree will lead to job options that i could live it.
>
> Blow it off, Juliane.

that's my problem, i keep blowing it off.

> Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> academia.

you are most likely right. i figure i only really have maybe 2 decent papers
in me, and they have both already been written.

i miss teaching, though. there is something so magical that happens in a
classroom.

> You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.

you mean i have plenty of time to master the art of posting non-stop to
usenet?

hey, will you do me a favour?

some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want someone to moderate a newsgroup.

j

Raoul Xemblinosky

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Jan 7, 2001, 10:54:30 PM1/7/01
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matisse wrote:
>
> Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
>
> > matisse wrote:
> > >
> > > it has again become that time of year, that time when i contemplate what
> > > i am going to be doing next year.
> > >
> > > financial aid applications, fellowships, etc.
> > >
> > > the later are not a real option because i decided to go on holiday in
> > > europe as opposed to writing a proposal. i made the right decision.
> > >
> > > in any case, i am so screwed up as to what i want to do.
> > >
> > > on the one hand, i have almost completed my program. on the other, i am
> > > not sure if the degree will lead to job options that i could live it.
> >
> > Blow it off, Juliane.
>
> that's my problem, i keep blowing it off.

At least you could catch something that you might be ashamed of.


> > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > academia.
>
> you are most likely right. i figure i only really have maybe 2 decent papers
> in me, and they have both already been written.
>
> i miss teaching, though. there is something so magical that happens in a
> classroom.

You just haven't earned that yet, baby.


> > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
>
> you mean i have plenty of time to master the art of posting non-stop to
> usenet?

If you like, but you're far better suited for the art of posting drivel
to UseNet.


> hey, will you do me a favour?
>
> some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want someone to moderate a newsgroup.

In my life, why should I give valuable time to... philosophy freaks.

matisse

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Jan 8, 2001, 8:38:45 AM1/8/01
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Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:

> matisse wrote:
> >
> > Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
> >
> > > matisse wrote:
> > > >
> > > > it has again become that time of year, that time when i contemplate what
> > > > i am going to be doing next year.
> > > >
> > > > financial aid applications, fellowships, etc.
> > > >
> > > > the later are not a real option because i decided to go on holiday in
> > > > europe as opposed to writing a proposal. i made the right decision.
> > > >
> > > > in any case, i am so screwed up as to what i want to do.
> > > >
> > > > on the one hand, i have almost completed my program. on the other, i am
> > > > not sure if the degree will lead to job options that i could live it.
> > >
> > > Blow it off, Juliane.
> >
> > that's my problem, i keep blowing it off.
>
> At least you could catch something that you might be ashamed of.
>

but i'm still ill

>
> > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > academia.
> >
> > you are most likely right. i figure i only really have maybe 2 decent papers
> > in me, and they have both already been written.
> >
> > i miss teaching, though. there is something so magical that happens in a
> > classroom.
>
> You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
>

that joke isn't funny anymore

>
> > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
> >
> > you mean i have plenty of time to master the art of posting non-stop to
> > usenet?
>
> If you like, but you're far better suited for the art of posting drivel
> to UseNet.
>

i crack the whip and you skip

>
> > hey, will you do me a favour?
> >
> > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want someone to moderate a newsgroup.
>
> In my life, why should I give valuable time to... philosophy freaks.

did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your face

Raoul Xemblinosky

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Jan 8, 2001, 10:09:03 AM1/8/01
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matisse wrote:
>
> Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
>
> > matisse wrote:
> > >
> > > Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
> > >
> > > > matisse wrote:
> > > > >
> > > > > it has again become that time of year, that time when i contemplate what
> > > > > i am going to be doing next year.
> > > > >
> > > > > financial aid applications, fellowships, etc.
> > > > >
> > > > > the later are not a real option because i decided to go on holiday in
> > > > > europe as opposed to writing a proposal. i made the right decision.
> > > > >
> > > > > in any case, i am so screwed up as to what i want to do.
> > > > >
> > > > > on the one hand, i have almost completed my program. on the other, i am
> > > > > not sure if the degree will lead to job options that i could live it.
> > > >
> > > > Blow it off, Juliane.
> > >
> > > that's my problem, i keep blowing it off.
> >
> > At least you could catch something that you might be ashamed of.
>
> but i'm still ill

Spineless swine, cemented mind

> > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > academia.
> > >
> > > you are most likely right. i figure i only really have maybe 2 decent papers
> > > in me, and they have both already been written.
> > >
> > > i miss teaching, though. there is something so magical that happens in a
> > > classroom.
> >
> > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
>
> that joke isn't funny anymore

Some dizzy whore, 1804


> > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
> > >
> > > you mean i have plenty of time to master the art of posting non-stop to
> > > usenet?
> >
> > If you like, but you're far better suited for the art of posting drivel
> > to UseNet.
>
> i crack the whip and you skip

On the day that your mentality
Catches up with your biology


> > > hey, will you do me a favour?
> > >
> > > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want someone to moderate a newsgroup.
> >
> > In my life, why should I give valuable time to... philosophy freaks.
>
> did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your face

Unruly girls who will not settle down...

matisse

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Jan 9, 2001, 7:27:15 AM1/9/01
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Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:

> matisse wrote:
> >
> > Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
> >
> > > matisse wrote:
> > > >
> > > > Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
> > > >
> > > > > matisse wrote:
> > > > > >
> > > > > > it has again become that time of year, that time when i contemplate what
> > > > > > i am going to be doing next year.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > financial aid applications, fellowships, etc.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > the later are not a real option because i decided to go on holiday in
> > > > > > europe as opposed to writing a proposal. i made the right decision.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > in any case, i am so screwed up as to what i want to do.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > on the one hand, i have almost completed my program. on the other, i am
> > > > > > not sure if the degree will lead to job options that i could live it.
> > > > >
> > > > > Blow it off, Juliane.
> > > >
> > > > that's my problem, i keep blowing it off.
> > >
> > > At least you could catch something that you might be ashamed of.
> >
> > but i'm still ill
>
> Spineless swine, cemented mind
>

frankly, mr. shankly, i'm a sickening wreck

>
> > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > academia.
> > > >
> > > > you are most likely right. i figure i only really have maybe 2 decent papers
> > > > in me, and they have both already been written.
> > > >
> > > > i miss teaching, though. there is something so magical that happens in a
> > > > classroom.
> > >
> > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> >
> > that joke isn't funny anymore
>
> Some dizzy whore, 1804
>

well, i wouldn't say no

>
> > > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
> > > >
> > > > you mean i have plenty of time to master the art of posting non-stop to
> > > > usenet?
> > >
> > > If you like, but you're far better suited for the art of posting drivel
> > > to UseNet.
> >
> > i crack the whip and you skip
>
> On the day that your mentality
> Catches up with your biology
>

yes, we may be hidden by rags,
but we have something they'll never have

>
> > > > hey, will you do me a favour?
> > > >
> > > > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want someone to moderate a newsgroup.
> > >
> > > In my life, why should I give valuable time to... philosophy freaks.
> >
> > did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your face
>
> Unruly girls who will not settle down...

the dream has gone but the baby is real

Raoul Xemblinosky

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Jan 9, 2001, 9:21:17 AM1/9/01
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matisse wrote:
>
> Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
>
> > matisse wrote:
> > >
> > > Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
> > >
> > > > matisse wrote:
> > > > >
> > > > > Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
> > > > >
> > > > > > matisse wrote:
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > it has again become that time of year, that time when i contemplate what
> > > > > > > i am going to be doing next year.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > financial aid applications, fellowships, etc.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > the later are not a real option because i decided to go on holiday in
> > > > > > > europe as opposed to writing a proposal. i made the right decision.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > in any case, i am so screwed up as to what i want to do.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > on the one hand, i have almost completed my program. on the other, i am
> > > > > > > not sure if the degree will lead to job options that i could live it.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Blow it off, Juliane.
> > > > >
> > > > > that's my problem, i keep blowing it off.
> > > >
> > > > At least you could catch something that you might be ashamed of.
> > >
> > > but i'm still ill
> >
> > Spineless swine, cemented mind
>
> frankly, mr. shankly, i'm a sickening wreck

I can smile about it now, but at the time it was terrible


> > > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > > academia.
> > > > >
> > > > > you are most likely right. i figure i only really have maybe 2 decent papers
> > > > > in me, and they have both already been written.
> > > > >
> > > > > i miss teaching, though. there is something so magical that happens in a
> > > > > classroom.
> > > >
> > > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> > >
> > > that joke isn't funny anymore
> >
> > Some dizzy whore, 1804
>
> well, i wouldn't say no

Coyness is nice


> > > > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
> > > > >
> > > > > you mean i have plenty of time to master the art of posting non-stop to
> > > > > usenet?
> > > >
> > > > If you like, but you're far better suited for the art of posting drivel
> > > > to UseNet.
> > >
> > > i crack the whip and you skip
> >
> > On the day that your mentality
> > Catches up with your biology
>
> yes, we may be hidden by rags,
> but we have something they'll never have

I know the windswept mystical air
It means I'd like to see your underwear


> > > > > hey, will you do me a favour?
> > > > >
> > > > > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want someone to moderate a newsgroup.
> > > >
> > > > In my life, why should I give valuable time to... philosophy freaks.
> > >
> > > did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your face
> >
> > Unruly girls who will not settle down...
>
> the dream has gone but the baby is real

But you could have said no if you'd wanted to

matisse

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Jan 9, 2001, 7:53:11 PM1/9/01
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Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:

> matisse wrote:
> >
> > Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
> >
> > > matisse wrote:
> > > >
> > > > Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
> > > >
> > > > > matisse wrote:
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:
> > > > > >
> > > > > > > matisse wrote:
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > it has again become that time of year, that time when i contemplate what
> > > > > > > > i am going to be doing next year.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > financial aid applications, fellowships, etc.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > the later are not a real option because i decided to go on holiday in
> > > > > > > > europe as opposed to writing a proposal. i made the right decision.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > in any case, i am so screwed up as to what i want to do.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > on the one hand, i have almost completed my program. on the other, i am
> > > > > > > > not sure if the degree will lead to job options that i could live it.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Blow it off, Juliane.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > that's my problem, i keep blowing it off.
> > > > >
> > > > > At least you could catch something that you might be ashamed of.
> > > >
> > > > but i'm still ill
> > >
> > > Spineless swine, cemented mind
> >
> > frankly, mr. shankly, i'm a sickening wreck
>
> I can smile about it now, but at the time it was terrible
>

you kicked and cried like a bullied child, a grown man at twenty-five

>
> > > > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > > > academia.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > you are most likely right. i figure i only really have maybe 2 decent papers
> > > > > > in me, and they have both already been written.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > i miss teaching, though. there is something so magical that happens in a
> > > > > > classroom.
> > > > >
> > > > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> > > >
> > > > that joke isn't funny anymore
> > >
> > > Some dizzy whore, 1804
> >
> > well, i wouldn't say no
>
> Coyness is nice
>

but it will stop you

>
> > > > > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > you mean i have plenty of time to master the art of posting non-stop to
> > > > > > usenet?
> > > > >
> > > > > If you like, but you're far better suited for the art of posting drivel
> > > > > to UseNet.
> > > >
> > > > i crack the whip and you skip
> > >
> > > On the day that your mentality
> > > Catches up with your biology
> >
> > yes, we may be hidden by rags,
> > but we have something they'll never have
>
> I know the windswept mystical air
> It means I'd like to see your underwear
>

let me get my hands
on your mammary glands

>
> > > > > > hey, will you do me a favour?
> > > > > >
> > > > > > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want someone to moderate a newsgroup.
> > > > >
> > > > > In my life, why should I give valuable time to... philosophy freaks.
> > > >
> > > > did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your face
> > >
> > > Unruly girls who will not settle down...
> >
> > the dream has gone but the baby is real
>
> But you could have said no if you'd wanted to

lord knows it would be the first time

Raoul Xemblinosky

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That's nothing - you should hear me play piano


> > > > > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > > > > academia.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > you are most likely right. i figure i only
> > > > > > > really have maybe 2 decent papers in me,
> > > > > > > and they have both already been written.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > i miss teaching, though. there is something
> > > > > > > so magical that happens in a classroom.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> > > > >
> > > > > that joke isn't funny anymore
> > > >
> > > > Some dizzy whore, 1804
> > >
> > > well, i wouldn't say no
> >
> > Coyness is nice
>
> but it will stop you

I'll take it... slowly


> > > > > > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > you mean i have plenty of time to master
> > > > > > > the art of posting non-stop to usenet?
> > > > > >
> > > > > > If you like, but you're far better suited for
> > > > > > the art of posting drivel to UseNet.
> > > > >
> > > > > i crack the whip and you skip
> > > >
> > > > On the day that your mentality
> > > > Catches up with your biology
> > >
> > > yes, we may be hidden by rags,
> > > but we have something they'll never have
> >
> > I know the windswept mystical air
> > It means I'd like to see your underwear
>
> let me get my hands
> on your mammary glands

The pleasure and the privilege are mine


> > > > > > > hey, will you do me a favour?
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want someone
> > > > > > > to moderate a newsgroup.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > In my life, why should I give valuable time to... philosophy

> > > > > > freaks?


> > > > >
> > > > > did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your face
> > > >
> > > > Unruly girls who will not settle down...
> > >
> > > the dream has gone but the baby is real
> >
> > But you could have said no if you'd wanted to
>
> lord knows it would be the first time

Her skirt ascends for a watching eye

matisse

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Jan 10, 2001, 8:08:37 AM1/10/01
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Raoul Xemblinosky wrote:

we can go for a walk where it's quiet and dry

>
> > > > > > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > > > > > academia.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > you are most likely right. i figure i only
> > > > > > > > really have maybe 2 decent papers in me,
> > > > > > > > and they have both already been written.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > i miss teaching, though. there is something
> > > > > > > > so magical that happens in a classroom.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > that joke isn't funny anymore
> > > > >
> > > > > Some dizzy whore, 1804
> > > >
> > > > well, i wouldn't say no
> > >
> > > Coyness is nice
> >
> > but it will stop you
>
> I'll take it... slowly
>

oh god, my chance has come at last

>
> > > > > > > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > you mean i have plenty of time to master
> > > > > > > > the art of posting non-stop to usenet?
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > If you like, but you're far better suited for
> > > > > > > the art of posting drivel to UseNet.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > i crack the whip and you skip
> > > > >
> > > > > On the day that your mentality
> > > > > Catches up with your biology
> > > >
> > > > yes, we may be hidden by rags,
> > > > but we have something they'll never have
> > >
> > > I know the windswept mystical air
> > > It means I'd like to see your underwear
> >
> > let me get my hands
> > on your mammary glands
>
> The pleasure and the privilege are mine
>

so stay on my arm, you little charmer

Raoul Xemblinosky

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Jan 10, 2001, 6:04:35 PM1/10/01
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So I meet you at the cemetry gates


> > > > > > > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > > > > > > academia.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > you are most likely right. i figure i only
> > > > > > > > > really have maybe 2 decent papers in me,
> > > > > > > > > and they have both already been written.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > i miss teaching, though. there is something
> > > > > > > > > so magical that happens in a classroom.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > that joke isn't funny anymore
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Some dizzy whore, 1804
> > > > >
> > > > > well, i wouldn't say no
> > > >
> > > > Coyness is nice
> > >
> > > but it will stop you
> >
> > I'll take it... slowly
>
> oh god, my chance has come at last

Prudence never pays


> > > > > > > > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > you mean i have plenty of time to master
> > > > > > > > > the art of posting non-stop to usenet?
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > If you like, but you're far better suited for
> > > > > > > > the art of posting drivel to UseNet.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > i crack the whip and you skip
> > > > > >
> > > > > > On the day that your mentality
> > > > > > Catches up with your biology
> > > > >
> > > > > yes, we may be hidden by rags,
> > > > > but we have something they'll never have
> > > >
> > > > I know the windswept mystical air
> > > > It means I'd like to see your underwear
> > >
> > > let me get my hands
> > > on your mammary glands
> >
> > The pleasure and the privilege are mine
>
> so stay on my arm, you little charmer

Honey pie, you're not safe here


> > > > > > > > > hey, will you do me a favour?
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want someone
> > > > > > > > > to moderate a newsgroup.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > In my life, why should I give valuable time to... philosophy
> > > > > > > > freaks?
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your face
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Unruly girls who will not settle down...
> > > > >
> > > > > the dream has gone but the baby is real
> > > >
> > > > But you could have said no if you'd wanted to
> > >
> > > lord knows it would be the first time
> >
> > Her skirt ascends for a watching eye

Well, I'm still fond of you

loosel...@my-deja.com

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Jan 11, 2001, 8:21:02 AM1/11/01
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In article <3A5CEA...@bungmunch.com>,

But I haven't got a thing to wear

> > > > > > > > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > > > > > > > academia.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > you are most likely right. i figure i only
> > > > > > > > > > really have maybe 2 decent papers in me,
> > > > > > > > > > and they have both already been written.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > i miss teaching, though. there is something
> > > > > > > > > > so magical that happens in a classroom.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > that joke isn't funny anymore
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Some dizzy whore, 1804
> > > > > >
> > > > > > well, i wouldn't say no
> > > > >
> > > > > Coyness is nice
> > > >
> > > > but it will stop you
> > >
> > > I'll take it... slowly
> >
> > oh god, my chance has come at last
>
> Prudence never pays

Some girls are bigger than others

You're the one for me


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White 1975 Cordoba

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Jan 11, 2001, 9:55:39 AM1/11/01
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loosel...@my-deja.com wrote:

A vicar in a tutu - it's not strange


> > > > > > > > > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > > > > > > > > academia.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > you are most likely right. i figure i only
> > > > > > > > > > > really have maybe 2 decent papers in me,
> > > > > > > > > > > and they have both already been written.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > i miss teaching, though. there is something
> > > > > > > > > > > so magical that happens in a classroom.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > that joke isn't funny anymore
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Some dizzy whore, 1804
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > well, i wouldn't say no
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Coyness is nice
> > > > >
> > > > > but it will stop you
> > > >
> > > > I'll take it... slowly
> > >
> > > oh god, my chance has come at last
> >
> > Prudence never pays
>
> Some girls are bigger than others

I know, because she said so


> > > > > > > > > > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > you mean i have plenty of time to master
> > > > > > > > > > > the art of posting non-stop to usenet?
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > If you like, but you're far better suited for
> > > > > > > > > > the art of posting drivel to UseNet.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > i crack the whip and you skip
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > On the day that your mentality
> > > > > > > > Catches up with your biology
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > yes, we may be hidden by rags,
> > > > > > > but we have something they'll never have
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I know the windswept mystical air
> > > > > > It means I'd like to see your underwear
> > > > >
> > > > > let me get my hands
> > > > > on your mammary glands
> > > >
> > > > The pleasure and the privilege are mine
> > >
> > > so stay on my arm, you little charmer
> >
> > Honey pie, you're not safe here

Work is a four letter word


> > > > > > > > > > > hey, will you do me a favour?
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want
> > > > > > > > > > > someone to moderate a newsgroup.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > In my life, why should I give valuable time
> > > > > > > > > > to... philosophy freaks?
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your
> > > > > > > > > face
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Unruly girls who will not settle down...
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > the dream has gone but the baby is real
> > > > > >
> > > > > > But you could have said no if you'd wanted to
> > > > >
> > > > > lord knows it would be the first time
> > > >
> > > > Her skirt ascends for a watching eye
> >
> > Well, I'm still fond of you
>
> You're the one for me

Share some grease tea with me

Dav

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Jan 9, 2001, 2:08:04 PM1/9/01
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matisse <mat...@dp.com> wrote

> i miss teaching, though. there is something so magical that happens in a
> classroom.

It must keep happening when my back's turned. Damn.

dav
teachersarec...@ferndale.freeuk.com


matisse

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Jan 11, 2001, 4:37:16 PM1/11/01
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loosel...@my-deja.com wrote:

the fabric of a tu-tu
any man could get used to

>
> > > > > > > > > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > > > > > > > > academia.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > you are most likely right. i figure i only
> > > > > > > > > > > really have maybe 2 decent papers in me,
> > > > > > > > > > > and they have both already been written.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > i miss teaching, though. there is something
> > > > > > > > > > > so magical that happens in a classroom.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > that joke isn't funny anymore
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Some dizzy whore, 1804
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > well, i wouldn't say no
> > > > > >
> > > > > > Coyness is nice
> > > > >
> > > > > but it will stop you
> > > >
> > > > I'll take it... slowly
> > >
> > > oh god, my chance has come at last
> >
> > Prudence never pays
>
> Some girls are bigger than others
>

i've got no right to take my place
with the human race

>
> > > > > > > > > > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a life.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > you mean i have plenty of time to master
> > > > > > > > > > > the art of posting non-stop to usenet?
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > If you like, but you're far better suited for
> > > > > > > > > > the art of posting drivel to UseNet.
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > i crack the whip and you skip
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > On the day that your mentality
> > > > > > > > Catches up with your biology
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > yes, we may be hidden by rags,
> > > > > > > but we have something they'll never have
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I know the windswept mystical air
> > > > > > It means I'd like to see your underwear
> > > > >
> > > > > let me get my hands
> > > > > on your mammary glands
> > > >
> > > > The pleasure and the privilege are mine
> > >
> > > so stay on my arm, you little charmer
> >
> > Honey pie, you're not safe here
>

a strange fear gripped me and i just couldn't ask

> >
> > > > > > > > > > > hey, will you do me a favour?
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want someone
> > > > > > > > > > > to moderate a newsgroup.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > In my life, why should I give valuable time to...
> philosophy
> > > > > > > > > > freaks?
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your face
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > Unruly girls who will not settle down...
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > the dream has gone but the baby is real
> > > > > >
> > > > > > But you could have said no if you'd wanted to
> > > > >
> > > > > lord knows it would be the first time
> > > >
> > > > Her skirt ascends for a watching eye
> >
> > Well, I'm still fond of you
>
> You're the one for me
>

i'll spit in your eye


loosel...@my-deja.com

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Jan 12, 2001, 8:13:07 AM1/12/01
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In article <3A5E277B...@pathetic.com>,

Oh, I'm not the man you think I am

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > > > > > > > > > academia.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > you are most likely right. i figure i only
> > > > > > > > > > > > really have maybe 2 decent papers in me,
> > > > > > > > > > > > and they have both already been written.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > i miss teaching, though. there is something
> > > > > > > > > > > > so magical that happens in a classroom.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > that joke isn't funny anymore
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Some dizzy whore, 1804
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > well, i wouldn't say no
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Coyness is nice
> > > > > >
> > > > > > but it will stop you
> > > > >
> > > > > I'll take it... slowly
> > > >
> > > > oh god, my chance has come at last
> > >
> > > Prudence never pays
> >
> > Some girls are bigger than others
> >
>
> i've got no right to take my place
> with the human race

I could have been wild, I could have been free
But nature played this trick on me

> > > > > > > > > > > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a
life.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > you mean i have plenty of time to master
> > > > > > > > > > > > the art of posting non-stop to usenet?
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > If you like, but you're far better suited for
> > > > > > > > > > > the art of posting drivel to UseNet.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > i crack the whip and you skip
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > On the day that your mentality
> > > > > > > > > Catches up with your biology
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > yes, we may be hidden by rags,
> > > > > > > > but we have something they'll never have
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > I know the windswept mystical air
> > > > > > > It means I'd like to see your underwear
> > > > > >
> > > > > > let me get my hands
> > > > > > on your mammary glands
> > > > >
> > > > > The pleasure and the privilege are mine
> > > >
> > > > so stay on my arm, you little charmer
> > >
> > > Honey pie, you're not safe here
> >
>
> a strange fear gripped me and i just couldn't ask

She wants it now, and she will not wait

> > > > > > > > > > > > hey, will you do me a favour?
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want
someone
> > > > > > > > > > > > to moderate a newsgroup.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > In my life, why should I give valuable time to...
> > philosophy
> > > > > > > > > > > freaks?
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your face
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Unruly girls who will not settle down...
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > the dream has gone but the baby is real
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > But you could have said no if you'd wanted to
> > > > > >
> > > > > > lord knows it would be the first time
> > > > >
> > > > > Her skirt ascends for a watching eye
> > >
> > > Well, I'm still fond of you
> >
> > You're the one for me
> >
>
> i'll spit in your eye
>

And pretty girls make graves

matisse

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Jan 12, 2001, 8:47:13 AM1/12/01
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you handsome devil!

 
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Face the fact that you're not cut out for
> > > > > > > > > > > > > academia.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > you are most likely right.  i figure i only
> > > > > > > > > > > > really have maybe 2 decent papers in me,
> > > > > > > > > > > > and they have both already been written.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > i miss teaching, though.  there is something
> > > > > > > > > > > > so magical that happens in a classroom.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > You just haven't earned that yet, baby.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > that joke isn't funny anymore
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Some dizzy whore, 1804
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > well, i wouldn't say no
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > Coyness is nice
> > > > > >
> > > > > > but it will stop you
> > > > >
> > > > > I'll take it... slowly
> > > >
> > > > oh god, my chance has come at last
> > >
> > > Prudence never pays
> >
> > Some girls are bigger than others
> >
>
> i've got no right to take my place
> with the human race

I could have been wild, I could have been free
But nature played this trick on me


the good life is out there somewhere,
so stay on my arm, you little charmer.

 
> > > > > > > > > > > > > You still have plenty of time to acquire a
life.
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > you mean i have plenty of time to master
> > > > > > > > > > > > the art of posting non-stop to usenet?
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > If you like, but you're far better suited for
> > > > > > > > > > > the art of posting drivel to UseNet.
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > i crack the whip and you skip
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > On the day that your mentality
> > > > > > > > > Catches up with your biology
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > yes, we may be hidden by rags,
> > > > > > > > but we have something they'll never have
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > I know the windswept mystical air
> > > > > > > It means I'd like to see your underwear
> > > > > >
> > > > > > let me get my hands
> > > > > > on your mammary glands
> > > > >
> > > > > The pleasure and the privilege are mine
> > > >
> > > > so stay on my arm, you little charmer
> > >
> > > Honey pie, you're not safe here
> >
>
> a strange fear gripped me and i just couldn't ask

She wants it now, and she will not wait
 

when you say its going to happen now, what exactly do you mean?

 
> > > > > > > > > > > > hey, will you do me a favour?
> > > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > > some freaks in alt.philosophy seem to want
someone
> > > > > > > > > > > > to moderate a newsgroup.
> > > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > > In my life, why should I give valuable time to...
> > philosophy
> > > > > > > > > > > freaks?
> > > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > > did i ever tell you, btw, i never did like your face
> > > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > > Unruly girls who will not settle down...
> > > > > > > >
> > > > > > > > the dream has gone but the baby is real
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > But you could have said no if you'd wanted to
> > > > > >
> > > > > > lord knows it would be the first time
> > > > >
> > > > > Her skirt ascends for a watching eye
> > >
> > > Well, I'm still fond of you
> >
> > You're the one for me
> >
>
> i'll spit in your eye
>
And pretty girls make graves
 

if its not love,
then its the bomb
 

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