The Kinky Sadomasochistic Reality About Chrissy [from the Christina Fusco Prayer Diary]
Tennessee
March 24, 2010
We sometimes like to ask ourselves what our biggest mistake in our
life is. Mine is not one that I regret, though. I was brought up at
the local church, accepted Jesus Christ when I was eight when a
missionary came to speak at our Baptist Church, and I remember later
being baptized when I was fourteen. When I was fifteen years old, I
remember very clearly getting down on my knees saying to God that I
would do whatever God wanted me to do, no matter the cost. I was
indeed naive, for I really didn’t know the cost.
Many nights, I lay in my bed crying myself to sleep, wondering why my
life has to be so fantastically difficult. After all, I had to go
through many trials and tribulations most teenagers did not, simply
because of where God had positioned me. Christians and non-Christians
alike would persecute me, many for non-existent hypothetical reasons.
What sort of sadomasochistic Christian husband then would ever want to
inflict this not-at-all-kinky sort of pain upon his wife? Is there
such a wife that could handle such pressure, and if there was, could
she respond to it in a Godly manner? Communication and presentation
skills come into my mind instantly, all of which Chrissy have.
I am renowned for having never really even kissed a girl, there was
one exception, but I immediately washed my mouth and spat out any
saliva that she dislodged into my mouth (for my princess)!
Nevertheless, when I was eighteen, I mutually agreed with a girl who
was slightly older than me that we should ‘pretend’ to go out, and say
that we were officially ‘on’. Hours, I begged her, before she finally
agreed.
Eventually however, we splat up, and I eventually failed a critical
exam, which delayed my University graduation by an entire semester.
The basis for our split-up was this fact regarding her ‘capacity’. All
the while ‘dating’ me (if you can call it that), she always felt too
inadequate, and couldn’t handle the spotlight. A woman who can present
herself and communicate clearly is to be respected, in my opinion.
Maybe Chrissy could be the one?
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