When I spoke of staying within the group that won't except me for who I am at this particular time. I mean exactly that. Acceptance of where I am and how I an doing a this time of my life is good enough for me. I know that others may not except me fo who i am and what i am or not. I know that today i am still working on whom i have become and dealing with, "the junk in the trunk" our Counselor said it he best today.
"Other's may make you angry or will try to make you angry because that is there intent,"
keep far from that area and relax within the atmosphere you are in, and enjoy your surroundings depsite what may seem a rather dismal place. turn a dark room into a room filled with light and a bunch of happy ass people. turn the mood into a positive one thanks
Geronimo.
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From: Jeremy King <kingjerem...@yahoo.com>
To: edna grell <12-Step-Recovery@googlegroups.com>
Sent: Thu, November 5, 2009 8:58:56 AM
Subject: Finding out who i am and why i am here.!
The sharing of true identity of certain individuals around me and the community that I live in, has made it very easy to calculate the following. I amm living in a place where people are just aren't the ordinary Bear if you know what I mean.
Without hesitation i take care of my sobriety by staying away from the use to be or, looked upon as the in group. I'd rather be a part of the not being excepted for who i am now group, then to be a part of those whom practice and want control in every affair that life deems proper. Not to sound negative and I am not going to do so today, I have a challenge. Just as Jonathan writes every day, I some times wonder where my day is gonna take me. Without the post and some typos, I feel out of tune.
I can't reconsruct the social part of my community and their behavior so i stay far from what could and would lead me to damage my Sobriety. Wow I thought I'd never say this but, I'm just too far gone on wanting to retain and stay within the lifestyle that I have now, annd that is staying sober.
Years of drinking and drugging had taken its toll more obvious then ever in comparing pictures of what I looked like on ov, 2007 to what I look like recently during College photos. man. You talk of rob zombie. well Zombie robbed me of what i thought was cool.
I's got to go now and take care of some personal business, But today i will practice principals for personalities in all my affairs.!
have a good day Geronimo.
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